i should just delete my friendster account

seems like i really hate friendster nowadays. dunno why...maybe because the difficulty for me to login or maybe because i saw the pointlessness of having just a page that doesn't really say anything bout your recent activities..

and someone had started abusing friendster's bulletin board. i mean, i can accept all those stupid questionnaires posted (coz i enjoy doing them too)...but i don't get the point of sending private messages using bulletin board. like...hello!!! if you're too lazy to open the person's page to send a message, then don't!! you're just making my board overcrowded and at the same time spreading your what ever problems to the world...

dammit. stupid idiotic people with no sense whatsoever. ARGH!!!

ps: tiredness + rain = the feeling of killing someone

a mouse in the house

a few days ago when i was having dinner with intan at my sort of rented house, suddenly she went quiet. and she asked me:
* " rean, kamu lihat nggak yang tadi tuh?"
"nampak ape?"
"tikus...."

oh shit....so we scramble out and checked our rooms to make sure we both closed the doors. and i just arrived in the nick of time to see the rat/mouse trying to climb up to my room using those cloth hanger thingy..(alah..penyidai besi yg portable tuh...). so i banged the hanger, the mouse fell down and ran towards next door. well, the next door room was empty...but seeing the creature climbing the door made me kicked the door. and the mouse fall once again but ran towards intan. she made some commotion which made the mouse to run back to the empty room.

well...mbak ellin kept watch on the mouse movement for us while we continue our dinner (but not in peace). then yu im came and saved the night. she scared the mouse downstairs and made sure it ran straight into the gutter. all the time, all of us was praying that the mouse wouldn't get in into any occupied rooms...

well..see how thing so small can cause a commotion so big? not to mention i was really really geli with that stupid tikus... dang...

* notice how the two of us speak in two different language? she in indonesian and me, malay..

ps: sudden rain is definitely not allowed...

a mysterious man

i got a mysterious missed calls from an unknown number yesterday. being me, my phone went dead all day and i don't even realize it until i woke up this morning. so what i actually got was reports saying i got missed calls from that alien number. and that number called me again once this morning.

since it called me lots of time without me actually picking it up, i thought it was something or someone important. i mean, it could be my guitar instructor calling to cancel the lesson, or my classmate for things that had to do with today's tutorial. so i called the number back. three times. nobody pick it up.

and tonight, i missed the call from that mystery number again (seems like I'm not sensitive to my phone at all). so i called back. finally i got through. the voice that greeted me was not one that i know. or knew. or whatever. and it's a he. i asked who, he didn't answer, and i asked how he got my number, he said it's through his friend.

hm. i didn't know my number's being sold now... and he said he wanted to know me, so i said, i didn't know him. and i wasted 3 minutes worth of credit for something useless. guys who are afraid to meet me face to face to know me better has no place in my life.

i don't need cowards. so you guys out there, i maybe look like this, but i don't come cheap. if you want to know me get ready to face me and get through my barricades of girlfriends. so suck it up man!!

ps: i hate secret admirers..

junking away!!!

what happen when you add me and a pc together?

well nothing happen.

that's it. nothing happen as i keep on sticking my but on the chair surfing the net day and night and letting my eyesight gets worst as i keep on staring at the screen. hmm.

me plus a tv and game console?

i wouldn't study. period.

i'm just evaluating my actions if i bought those things. heh.

ps: now it's not only my shoes get wet, but my pants too...dang!

so, you wanna be a rockstar, eh?

i bought an a guitar last thursday. just got it back from being tuned yesterday. it's a Yamaha C360 model. i dunno whether it's a classical or acoustic guitar or whatever, but i'm sure it doesn't use electric, since it's not an electric guitar. and it's not exactly new either, a used guitar, but it does look new.

my journey to be a good guitar player starts now, and it's a long, long way still. i can't do even the finger exercise properly let alone play a decent song altogether. so bear with me. maybe in 3 months time i'll be able to play a L 'Arc~en~Ciel song. maybe i need longer time, or maybe i'll only take up a month or two.

it's cold today. i should do my lab report now, or maybe i'll just get it done tonight.

ps: i still hate wet shoes

staring in front of the pc doing nothing

here i am, writing blog when i should be getting ready to class.
listening to Glay's Rock n Roll Swindle and laughing my ass of to Onegai Senorita's video clips. it's raining outside, and i really don't want to get my shoes wet. sigh.

dream lasts for so long even after you've awaken.

ps: my shoes did get wet..on my way back

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mask/KAMEN

I wear a mask
Your's I saw hanging in the bedroom
The skin of the person next to me doesn't match his face
Everybody wears a mask
Don't dare deny it

Mask
so real it's the truth
so light it's unnoticed
of comfort it's needed
so secure can't live without

My masks are various
some look brand new, others had seen better days
I don't even look in the mirror
Without wearing one

Sometimes I wonder
How do I look underneath layers of masks
I can't remember
The last time I'm not wearing any

I miss my own face
If I shatter this deception
Will it show a face
full of regret?