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Nov 19, 2009
Sep 19, 2009
raaaaaage: real rage
Some Malay guys have unreasonable expectant on women.
They expect their women to be beautiful, gentle, smart, assertive, obedient, will speak their own mind and willing to stroke their egos.
Oh, and not to mention, to have superhuman strength and stamina.
Basically a first class girl, when they themselves mostly are first class jerk and third rate men. >.>
Who in the right mind, would ask a full-time working woman, to do all the house chores after coming back from her work, cook, take care of the children, "layan" the husband and whatever shitload of work? Must be some madmen under the delusion that girls are robots that do not tire.
Dammit guys! Just because you think (think because I bet you never tried doing it) that you can do it, don't expect the girls to do it!
Okay, okay, not all guys are like that, you said. Yes, I agree... that's why I said, SOME MALAY GUYS! Why Malay guys? Because I grew up around Malays.. and I am a Malay, my friends are mostly Malays, and my brothers' friends are Malays too.
What makes you think that I'm capable of replacing the shitload heavy carpet while having to move around a fuck heavy love seat, a OMG-I-can't-believe-I've-got-to-move this sofa and a coffee table?
They expect their women to be beautiful, gentle, smart, assertive, obedient, will speak their own mind and willing to stroke their egos.
Oh, and not to mention, to have superhuman strength and stamina.
Basically a first class girl, when they themselves mostly are first class jerk and third rate men. >.>
Who in the right mind, would ask a full-time working woman, to do all the house chores after coming back from her work, cook, take care of the children, "layan" the husband and whatever shitload of work? Must be some madmen under the delusion that girls are robots that do not tire.
Dammit guys! Just because you think (think because I bet you never tried doing it) that you can do it, don't expect the girls to do it!
Okay, okay, not all guys are like that, you said. Yes, I agree... that's why I said, SOME MALAY GUYS! Why Malay guys? Because I grew up around Malays.. and I am a Malay, my friends are mostly Malays, and my brothers' friends are Malays too.
What makes you think that I'm capable of replacing the shitload heavy carpet while having to move around a fuck heavy love seat, a OMG-I-can't-believe-I've-got-to-move this sofa and a coffee table?
Dec 1, 2008
Another Rant
Another rant by my manga-induced mind.
I HATE KONGO AGON!
He's the epitome of bastard, jerk, and villain. Damn! Dia sungguh keji tahap MAX!
May 15, 2008
a visit from fellow malaysians
we had a visit from the UiTM Segamat students this week. and last night, we went for a get-together with them.
first thing first, i don't understand why are they visiting us in the first place. maybe the visit is for the students to see the different between studying in Malaysia and studying at someplace away from Malaysia. but then again, i'm studying in Indonesia for god's sake! how much different is that??? it's almost the same as staying in Malaysia!or as i like to say about Jogja, it's almost the same as living in Kuala Terengganu. boring. well, at least they have a Starbucks here. Tak taulaa KT ada Starbucks ke tak. people here speak Bahasa Indonesia, which you can learn just by watching 2pm sinetron at TV3 from Monday to Friday. and Malaysians are used to listening to Indonesian bands like Ungu or Padi, or Sheila On 7. satu lagi, majority orang sini adalah dari rumpun Melayu, contohnya orang Jawa ke, orang Batak ke etc. in the end we all have similar cultural values, and we can adept easily here. lainlaa kalau pegi Russia ke, Czech ke! tu baru ada cultural shock yang hyper!
second thing, all of us here are taking medical courses. or anything that has to do with the medical world: Pharmacy, Dentistry etc. so why are they coming here and discussing how sending students overseas gonna help our economy? for me, a doctor is a drain to the society. seriously, considering how our government supporting our health industries. unless the government decided to turn health into something commercial, then we can be an asset. other than that, be prepared for high medical costs, which will mostly be paid by government. and that's where we will be sucking out all taxpayers' money.okay, so we do have private hospitals, where the patients paid for every single thing they need in order to be treated. things like consultation fees, diagnostic tests, and meds. and where the doctors are paid much higher compared to working in public hospitals.
and honey, other than expert doctors, we need good equipments, high-tech diagnostic machines, state-of-the-art technologies that's gonna help us saving our patients. and that, my dear, need a lot of money. we need bunkers to do cancer radiation therapies, we need MRI sometimes, which costs more than RM500 per check up. and tell me how are us medical students going to be a help to the economy. sorry guys, its harsh living in the medical world. we would love to save all of the poor people who got cancer, but we can't. because we can't afford to pay for their treatment. and if the government decided to do like what UK did(they give free medical treatments), then all of the taxpayers in Malaysia will be paying a much, much higher tax than now. or, if they decided to do like what Japan did, then we all have to buy health insurance, since most of the hospitals refuse to take in patients without insurance. in the end, it comes down to who's gonna pay the money.
last but not least: oh that dreaded chicken dance! why oh why we have to do that chicken dance like a retarded 20-year-olds? chicken dance is okay if you go camping, or daring your friends to do silly things at a party. but chicken dance is absolutely NOT okay for a semi-formal meeting. heck we have to dress semi-formally, and at the end of the forum we are asked to do CHICKEN DANCE??? please lecturers, seeing you guys dancing on the stage doing the chicken moves made me wanna run and hide, and merasa sangat malu mengaku anda semua adalah pensyarah dari Malaysia.
dan boleh pulak pegang-pegang lelaki perempuan yang bukan mahram! okay, honestly, i'm kinda wild too. i have no problem hanging out with guys until late at night, or anything. but i do have problems when it comes to unnecessary physical contact with guys. i'm bad enough to be lepaking with the guys like i'm one of them, i don't need to add touching them to the list. I'm a Muslim for god sake! and you guys dancing on the stage, aren't you Muslims too? and you wear hijab too! doesn't that means something to you? shaking your hips around and dancing with guys... malunye saya!!!
haihh...
and they said that Indonesia had terrible social problems....
first thing first, i don't understand why are they visiting us in the first place. maybe the visit is for the students to see the different between studying in Malaysia and studying at someplace away from Malaysia. but then again, i'm studying in Indonesia for god's sake! how much different is that??? it's almost the same as staying in Malaysia!or as i like to say about Jogja, it's almost the same as living in Kuala Terengganu. boring. well, at least they have a Starbucks here. Tak taulaa KT ada Starbucks ke tak. people here speak Bahasa Indonesia, which you can learn just by watching 2pm sinetron at TV3 from Monday to Friday. and Malaysians are used to listening to Indonesian bands like Ungu or Padi, or Sheila On 7. satu lagi, majority orang sini adalah dari rumpun Melayu, contohnya orang Jawa ke, orang Batak ke etc. in the end we all have similar cultural values, and we can adept easily here. lainlaa kalau pegi Russia ke, Czech ke! tu baru ada cultural shock yang hyper!
second thing, all of us here are taking medical courses. or anything that has to do with the medical world: Pharmacy, Dentistry etc. so why are they coming here and discussing how sending students overseas gonna help our economy? for me, a doctor is a drain to the society. seriously, considering how our government supporting our health industries. unless the government decided to turn health into something commercial, then we can be an asset. other than that, be prepared for high medical costs, which will mostly be paid by government. and that's where we will be sucking out all taxpayers' money.okay, so we do have private hospitals, where the patients paid for every single thing they need in order to be treated. things like consultation fees, diagnostic tests, and meds. and where the doctors are paid much higher compared to working in public hospitals.
and honey, other than expert doctors, we need good equipments, high-tech diagnostic machines, state-of-the-art technologies that's gonna help us saving our patients. and that, my dear, need a lot of money. we need bunkers to do cancer radiation therapies, we need MRI sometimes, which costs more than RM500 per check up. and tell me how are us medical students going to be a help to the economy. sorry guys, its harsh living in the medical world. we would love to save all of the poor people who got cancer, but we can't. because we can't afford to pay for their treatment. and if the government decided to do like what UK did(they give free medical treatments), then all of the taxpayers in Malaysia will be paying a much, much higher tax than now. or, if they decided to do like what Japan did, then we all have to buy health insurance, since most of the hospitals refuse to take in patients without insurance. in the end, it comes down to who's gonna pay the money.
last but not least: oh that dreaded chicken dance! why oh why we have to do that chicken dance like a retarded 20-year-olds? chicken dance is okay if you go camping, or daring your friends to do silly things at a party. but chicken dance is absolutely NOT okay for a semi-formal meeting. heck we have to dress semi-formally, and at the end of the forum we are asked to do CHICKEN DANCE??? please lecturers, seeing you guys dancing on the stage doing the chicken moves made me wanna run and hide, and merasa sangat malu mengaku anda semua adalah pensyarah dari Malaysia.
dan boleh pulak pegang-pegang lelaki perempuan yang bukan mahram! okay, honestly, i'm kinda wild too. i have no problem hanging out with guys until late at night, or anything. but i do have problems when it comes to unnecessary physical contact with guys. i'm bad enough to be lepaking with the guys like i'm one of them, i don't need to add touching them to the list. I'm a Muslim for god sake! and you guys dancing on the stage, aren't you Muslims too? and you wear hijab too! doesn't that means something to you? shaking your hips around and dancing with guys... malunye saya!!!
haihh...
and they said that Indonesia had terrible social problems....
Mar 21, 2008
kick me (edited)
I'M TAKING BACK THIS POST.
RASA BERSALAH SEBAB MENGUMPAT.
MENGUMPAT SANGAT TIDAK COOL.
next time i'm going to learn to control my temper better.
Mar 20, 2008
EDGAR ALLAN POE!!
even though i said in the last post that i won't buy another book for at least 6 months, i did buy a new one today. how could i not? it was a compilation of EDGAR ALLAN POE works!!! i've been searching for the hard copy of his works for months now, and it's in front of my eyes!!
aaahhh!!
POE!!!
i love you!!!
aaahhh!!
POE!!!
i love you!!!
Mar 14, 2008
guys, girls and a little touch of reality
is having a boyfriend or girlfriend really important? is having someone you like liking you back is really important? is it a must for the person you fancy to reciprocate your feelings?
i don't know
i honestly don't know.
all of the guys i've had crush on didn't even know i exist. if they do, i don't think they realized that i'm a girl. or maybe they just think that i'm just a "gedik" girl (which is worst).
being an expert on unrequited love (well, not really), i found out it's not such a big deal that your love wasn't returned. it's not like if you have an unrequited love you won't have money to live. or there'll be people wanting to assassinate you. or the world will suddenly crumble to pieces and we're facing Armageddon. yeah, you'll get sad. and the world will also becomes bleak and unworthy to live in. but who's to blame when all starting to dwindle around you? when you start to lose your touch to reality? or when your world is turning upside down? the person who doesn't return your love? the one they prefer? or your own self?
they did nothing to you except saying no. and maybe it's you that start to read too much about their attention towards you. putting too much hope into it, and when it starts to crumble, you blame the person for leading you on and break your heart into pieces. and you ponder and ponder upon it, slandering the one that you once love. is your love that shallow? is it just for show?
i've been through losses. i've been dumped by the guy i truly like once. most of the time my crushes had their eyes set on girls that i can never be. and there's even the time when i thought everything is going smoothly, i found out that the guy already had a girlfriend. of course i've been through a lot of heartbreaks. i've had happy episodes in my pathetic love story, but that's only 3 to 4 episodes. in the 365 chapters of woeful love drama, that's just brief moments. very brief moments. my love story is a nightmare itself, i don't even know if anyone finds me attractive. i just assume that i'm not.
however, that doesn't give me the license to slander the male populations. stereotyping them into a bunch of idiotic people who only prefer pretty, shallow girls over plain but personalised girls. by doing it, not only i condemned the opposite sex, i also cursed my own. what good can i get from that? nothing. it only show how stupid and weak i am. or maybe how much of an asshole i am. or maybe just to show how superficial my love is, easily abandoned upon facing an obstacle.
i tried my very best, to keep on good terms with all my ex-crushes. even when they broke my heart. because, it's not their fault that i've fallen for them. they don't even ask for it. and they don't intentionally mean to break my fragile cardiac. maybe it's not time for me yet, and maybe i'm not ready, and they sensed it. so i move on. from crush to crush, heartbreak to heartbreak, keeping track of the previous ones, repeating the same mistakes again and again. but always, always i try to say good things and have good intentions for them.
that's why i don't accept slandering the opposite sex. it's just lame. i truly belief that you make your own happiness. getting the person you like doesn't even guarantee your happiness if you cannot be grateful of what you had. you, yourself have to make you happy.
i may not have luck with guys whatsoever, but i'm surrounded by lots of girls whom i called friends. and they truly the best that i had, they cheered me up when i'm down, and go crazy together when i'm happy. and i won't trade them for anyone in the world. ever. so i'm happy, even with a 365 episodes of sad love story...
i don't know
i honestly don't know.
all of the guys i've had crush on didn't even know i exist. if they do, i don't think they realized that i'm a girl. or maybe they just think that i'm just a "gedik" girl (which is worst).
being an expert on unrequited love (well, not really), i found out it's not such a big deal that your love wasn't returned. it's not like if you have an unrequited love you won't have money to live. or there'll be people wanting to assassinate you. or the world will suddenly crumble to pieces and we're facing Armageddon. yeah, you'll get sad. and the world will also becomes bleak and unworthy to live in. but who's to blame when all starting to dwindle around you? when you start to lose your touch to reality? or when your world is turning upside down? the person who doesn't return your love? the one they prefer? or your own self?
they did nothing to you except saying no. and maybe it's you that start to read too much about their attention towards you. putting too much hope into it, and when it starts to crumble, you blame the person for leading you on and break your heart into pieces. and you ponder and ponder upon it, slandering the one that you once love. is your love that shallow? is it just for show?
i've been through losses. i've been dumped by the guy i truly like once. most of the time my crushes had their eyes set on girls that i can never be. and there's even the time when i thought everything is going smoothly, i found out that the guy already had a girlfriend. of course i've been through a lot of heartbreaks. i've had happy episodes in my pathetic love story, but that's only 3 to 4 episodes. in the 365 chapters of woeful love drama, that's just brief moments. very brief moments. my love story is a nightmare itself, i don't even know if anyone finds me attractive. i just assume that i'm not.
however, that doesn't give me the license to slander the male populations. stereotyping them into a bunch of idiotic people who only prefer pretty, shallow girls over plain but personalised girls. by doing it, not only i condemned the opposite sex, i also cursed my own. what good can i get from that? nothing. it only show how stupid and weak i am. or maybe how much of an asshole i am. or maybe just to show how superficial my love is, easily abandoned upon facing an obstacle.
i tried my very best, to keep on good terms with all my ex-crushes. even when they broke my heart. because, it's not their fault that i've fallen for them. they don't even ask for it. and they don't intentionally mean to break my fragile cardiac. maybe it's not time for me yet, and maybe i'm not ready, and they sensed it. so i move on. from crush to crush, heartbreak to heartbreak, keeping track of the previous ones, repeating the same mistakes again and again. but always, always i try to say good things and have good intentions for them.
that's why i don't accept slandering the opposite sex. it's just lame. i truly belief that you make your own happiness. getting the person you like doesn't even guarantee your happiness if you cannot be grateful of what you had. you, yourself have to make you happy.
i may not have luck with guys whatsoever, but i'm surrounded by lots of girls whom i called friends. and they truly the best that i had, they cheered me up when i'm down, and go crazy together when i'm happy. and i won't trade them for anyone in the world. ever. so i'm happy, even with a 365 episodes of sad love story...
Dec 29, 2007
sometimes...i don't know why i bother..
yeah, you guys know how much i'm into manga and anime. in fact, the first thing you guys would describe as, besides being kinda weird, is i'm really into manga and anime (hence the reason why i'm weird).
well, even though i'm practically lived in fantasy land (yeah, manga and anime are fictions), i don't and i truly don't believe they are real.
and there's a fucking retard in my forum saying that his brother's real name is uchiha sasuke. he can't get his birth cert because retard Kakashi is holding it for him lest he'll lose it.
GET REAL.
i'm just venting my anger at some underage kids who think they own the world and they know everything. and when people keep on telling them that they're wrong, they just think that we're discriminating them, and we don't understand.
i've been reading manga since i was 7 (doraemon is a manga guys), and never once do i think that Sha Gojyo is freakingly real and he's waiting for me somewhere just to get married to me. dreaming about it, yeah. but believing it's true, no. i'm not that stupid.
nor am i delusional.
well, even though i'm practically lived in fantasy land (yeah, manga and anime are fictions), i don't and i truly don't believe they are real.
and there's a fucking retard in my forum saying that his brother's real name is uchiha sasuke. he can't get his birth cert because retard Kakashi is holding it for him lest he'll lose it.
GET REAL.
i'm just venting my anger at some underage kids who think they own the world and they know everything. and when people keep on telling them that they're wrong, they just think that we're discriminating them, and we don't understand.
i've been reading manga since i was 7 (doraemon is a manga guys), and never once do i think that Sha Gojyo is freakingly real and he's waiting for me somewhere just to get married to me. dreaming about it, yeah. but believing it's true, no. i'm not that stupid.
nor am i delusional.
hirano rants II
hirano kouta is currently my favourite manga artist
. .......
well maybe because i'm in love with "Hellsing" (damn jin for adding another manga addiction in my life...i don't need that you know!!).
i didn't know he drew a hentai (porn) manga before. and the fact that most of his characters in Hellsing are just recycled from his old hentai works. imagine Father Anderson:
was actually a character from his old hentai work titled Angel Dust. and guessed what, one of Anderson's nickname is "Angel Dust" Anderson (other than Regenerator, bla bla bla). Gahhh!!! and that stupid Hirano Kouta had to kill Pip Bernadotte right after he got his first and last kiss from Seras Victoria!!!
i was hoping that the romance between them will progressed...and that baka baka manga-ka had to kill him!!!ARGHHH!!! not to mention Walter betrayed the Hellsing Institute to move on to the darkside.
DAMN!!
there's now two of my favourite characters turned from good to bad (one being Uchiha Sasuke).
YOU BASTARD HIRANO KOUTA!!! GIVE ME BACK PIP BERNADOTTE AND WALTER THE BUTLER!!! making Pip as Seras' familiar isn't enough you know. nor making Walter looking 30 years younger. at least bring him back to his teens. XD
ps: yeah, i'm ranting again...so what??it's titled hirano rants after all....
. .......
well maybe because i'm in love with "Hellsing" (damn jin for adding another manga addiction in my life...i don't need that you know!!).
i didn't know he drew a hentai (porn) manga before. and the fact that most of his characters in Hellsing are just recycled from his old hentai works. imagine Father Anderson:
was actually a character from his old hentai work titled Angel Dust. and guessed what, one of Anderson's nickname is "Angel Dust" Anderson (other than Regenerator, bla bla bla). Gahhh!!! and that stupid Hirano Kouta had to kill Pip Bernadotte right after he got his first and last kiss from Seras Victoria!!!
i was hoping that the romance between them will progressed...and that baka baka manga-ka had to kill him!!!ARGHHH!!! not to mention Walter betrayed the Hellsing Institute to move on to the darkside.
DAMN!!
there's now two of my favourite characters turned from good to bad (one being Uchiha Sasuke).
YOU BASTARD HIRANO KOUTA!!! GIVE ME BACK PIP BERNADOTTE AND WALTER THE BUTLER!!! making Pip as Seras' familiar isn't enough you know. nor making Walter looking 30 years younger. at least bring him back to his teens. XD
ps: yeah, i'm ranting again...so what??it's titled hirano rants after all....
Dec 22, 2007
hirano rants..
well...
nosferatu alucard is a character from a manga titled Hellsing. somebody introduced it to me, n now i'm really into it. i don't wanna talk bout the manga, just wanna post up some scanlan of the manga:
you guys to have to click on the picture to enlarge it so you can read what's written. i posted it here coz i thing its funny. and stupid. and a little bit perverted though. ngaa...
nosferatu alucard is a character from a manga titled Hellsing. somebody introduced it to me, n now i'm really into it. i don't wanna talk bout the manga, just wanna post up some scanlan of the manga:
you guys to have to click on the picture to enlarge it so you can read what's written. i posted it here coz i thing its funny. and stupid. and a little bit perverted though. ngaa...
Dec 18, 2007
plain life
Nov 24, 2007
nightMARE
takuro's A string broke...how could i break the 2nd thickest string of a giutar is a mystery..damn!and i only practiced a little bit tonight!not to mention i'll be having futsal match and no time to buy that dreaded string! argh!!!
ps:kesalahan ejaan "guitar" adalah disengajakan..Uchuujin spelled it that way..i'm just following his style. XD
ps:kesalahan ejaan "guitar" adalah disengajakan..Uchuujin spelled it that way..i'm just following his style. XD
Nov 23, 2007
tell me again why i switched to blogspot?
well..this is just me trying to vent my anger at the slow connection from my internet provider to this site.
i switched blog from friendster to here coz it's like an impossible task for me to post a blog...i mean, loading takes forever!!and if that's not enough, then we'll have the "problem loading page" thingy showing right in front of my face.
example of how sucky my internet connection to friendster server is, i'm currently trying to read a friend's blog, and it's still loading after more than five pages of online manga. sucks, isn't it?
and i also have almost the same problem with blogspot, although not that severe. it's just that i'm having problems reading/posting comments. why is that happened i don't know. maybe it's due to the suckiness of my internet connection despite the amount i payed.. heck!!it's more expensive than streamyx, but the quality makes you wanna cry... to those who complain bout streamyx quality, please remember that us in indonesia we have to pay more than twice the price to get the same service quality.. DAMN!
argh!!!GOD, PLEASE GIVE ME GOOD INTERNET CONNECTION!!!
i switched blog from friendster to here coz it's like an impossible task for me to post a blog...i mean, loading takes forever!!and if that's not enough, then we'll have the "problem loading page" thingy showing right in front of my face.
example of how sucky my internet connection to friendster server is, i'm currently trying to read a friend's blog, and it's still loading after more than five pages of online manga. sucks, isn't it?
and i also have almost the same problem with blogspot, although not that severe. it's just that i'm having problems reading/posting comments. why is that happened i don't know. maybe it's due to the suckiness of my internet connection despite the amount i payed.. heck!!it's more expensive than streamyx, but the quality makes you wanna cry... to those who complain bout streamyx quality, please remember that us in indonesia we have to pay more than twice the price to get the same service quality.. DAMN!
argh!!!GOD, PLEASE GIVE ME GOOD INTERNET CONNECTION!!!
Nov 10, 2007
i should just delete my friendster account
seems like i really hate friendster nowadays. dunno why...maybe because the difficulty for me to login or maybe because i saw the pointlessness of having just a page that doesn't really say anything bout your recent activities..
and someone had started abusing friendster's bulletin board. i mean, i can accept all those stupid questionnaires posted (coz i enjoy doing them too)...but i don't get the point of sending private messages using bulletin board. like...hello!!! if you're too lazy to open the person's page to send a message, then don't!! you're just making my board overcrowded and at the same time spreading your what ever problems to the world...
dammit. stupid idiotic people with no sense whatsoever. ARGH!!!
ps: tiredness + rain = the feeling of killing someone
and someone had started abusing friendster's bulletin board. i mean, i can accept all those stupid questionnaires posted (coz i enjoy doing them too)...but i don't get the point of sending private messages using bulletin board. like...hello!!! if you're too lazy to open the person's page to send a message, then don't!! you're just making my board overcrowded and at the same time spreading your what ever problems to the world...
dammit. stupid idiotic people with no sense whatsoever. ARGH!!!
ps: tiredness + rain = the feeling of killing someone
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